CAUGHT IN THE NET - Twelve
September 2002
Editor - Jim Bennett
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| CONTENTS | |||
| Jim Bennett - (Liverpool, UK) | WALKING ON THE BEACH WITH CHARLIE | ||
| Margaret Eddershaw - (UK) | DREAM OF DINKA DANCING | ||
| Damian Robinson - (St Helens, UK) | BLOOM | ||
| SEQUENCE | |||
| YEAH | |||
| exerCIse in sTYle | |||
| READ AT BORDERS | |||
| Jim Bennett - (Wallasey, UK) | TREVOR'S POEM | ||
| Roger Cliffe-Thompson - (Wirral, UK) | I'VE GOT A TICK ON MY HEAD | ||
| BUTTERFLIES | |||
| Tim Stone - (Liverpool, UK) | MUDFLATS AT HALE | ||
| ELIXIR OF LIFE | |||
| IT STILL HAUNTS | |||
| Maureen Weldon, (Chester, UK) | SUMMER ABSTRACTION | ||
| DISCORDANT NOTE | |||
| ESCAPE | |||
| IN THE FOREST AFTER MIDNIGHT | |||
| CANA, A BOAT AND POPLAR TREES |
- walking on the beach with Charlie
by Jim Bennett
Charlie is walking beside me- trotting over the dunes
- filling his hair with wind
- while I fill my shoes with sand
- and we screw eyes
- against the gusting grit
children descend- on flattened cardboard boxes
- sliding over tufts of grass
- and on and down
- propelled by shrieks
- onto the beach below
- I can see Charlie looking
- wondering if he could have a go
- deciding against it
- with a sniff
now we sit- Charlie comfortable
- head on my knee
- locks eyes with me
- and I tell him of the journey
- we will take together
- of Steinbeck
- and another Charlie
- years ago
- and with unspoken wisdom
- he tells me about love
- with a glance
- Dream of Dinka Dancing
by Margaret Eddershaw
Her wrinkled finger scrapes the bowl
- thrusts stickiness between my cracked lips
- She draws my head to a shrivelled breast
- tongue drags over nipple
- My fist stifles scratched cries
- Now she sways through shimmering heat
- bright cloth shapes me to her backbone
- Heels pound parched earth
- Sweating heads shake in rhythm
- as distant planes tumble daily grain
Fruitless trees urge her on and on
- Three vultures soar in my blaze of sky
- Slowly we slip into rainy darkness
- skins streaked with tearful rivulets
- torrents forcing through her legs
- Then on the bank she unfurls me
- washes my ballooning belly
- moving flies on her soundless mouth
- Shrouds me in her exhausted frame
- as distant planes tumble daily grain
Unripe sorghum taunts my sunrise
- a promise that will crop too late
- Her eyelids flutter in her dream
- of Dinka dancing with tasselled cows
- shiny-skinned women sharing their milk
- Soldiers boots startle her nightmare
- her hand claws across my gaping mouth
- bloodshot eyes glaze while they pass
- What is civil about war? I want to ask
- as distant planes tumble daily grain
Mudtracks hardened by searing sun
- grind into her wayward, bloody feet
- lure her to white-coated smiles
- In her arms I breath in rasps
- then collapsed on yellow plastic
- we sip solutions, suck at salvation
- Somewhere near other women sing
- defying pain, war, starvation
- and I see my Dinka mother dancing
- as overhead planes tumble daily grain
Bloom
by Damian Robinson
Pushing, In Bloom
what will me and i care for
in the time to come to pass
flowers shoot and then they'll die
soon, by my side
to live and to die under one great pretence
to laugh and to cry for one short life, in eternity
to bloom and proudly exhibit in time
only means
that i can lie in piece
in bloom
Sequence
by Damian Robinson
Explosion rips roof off
Today lesbian lovers.
in a gay romp (only a pound a pair)
love child, very hush hush
sordid, put the lid on the whole affair
SCANDAL of kinky sex,
Lewd. Business man in (ten percent off)
lurid SEX parlour having a bit of!
torrid SEX with a certain MS. Whiplash
(who shall remain nameless)
'but her name was MS. Whiplash' (Shh)
The graphic seedy details of my
secret GAY lover only in tomorrows
VICE. EXCLUSIVE., How I kept my
secret sex change. secret. Black leather
whips and things 'rumpo'
perverse and disgusting
degrading, unfit for human
consumption - coca cola
(sorry) unheard of
(ahem) Coke is what?
lovey dovey, a bed of roses
made for each other so much in love
we don't have s_x. This is
a good! loving christian MARRIAGE
(Go together like a horse and carriage)
There is nothing kinky in
our s_x_al relations
we only do to have children
YEAH!?!
by Damian Robinson
Being outside hedgehogs (and the human race)
I don't like the term poetry
it's awfully damn pretentious
I'm a writer of non prose
myself, being the arty type
absolutely
exerCIse in sTYle
by Damian Robinson
appLY wet gel to slight
LY damp or dRY hair
sTYle with fingers or
a comb, leave to
dRY naturalLY
how can
wet gel give smooth
dRY glaze and be
appLIEd as often as
nevessaRY to increase
sTYle control it is eas
iLY removed
BY brushing or combing
reappLY and
sTYle as
desIREd.
if it's wet
wHY does it
dRY / lIE
(exerCIse in sTYle is taken from
"(20th Century) garbage, Trash and sTYle")
READ AT BORDERS
- Trevor's poem
by Jim Bennett
Trevor stood- read his poem through
- well grown beard
the union man- who had swum the English channel
- then wrung a poem
- from the experience
spoke of the final mile- the longest one of all
- and it became every challenge
- of our lives
the final mile- the one we all face
- on our own
- Ive got a tick on my head.
by Roger Cliffe-Thompson
- Ive got a tick on my head.
- That means Im ok.
- Ive passed the test,
- Can do what I say.
- Ive got a tick on my head. Ive got a tick on my head.
- Ive got a tick on my head.
- Dont visit my school,
- drink 5% lager,
- I know Im cool,
- Ive got a tick on my head. Ive got a tick on my head.
- Ive got a tick on my head.
- Which says Im free,
- to wear trainers on my bed,
- if my mum lets me .
- Ive got a tick on my head. Ive got a tick on my head.
- Ive got a tick on my head.
- above tacky, trackey tops,
- Footy scarf,
- bottoms in my socks.
- Ive got a tick on my head. Ive got a tick on my head.
- Ive got a tick on my head.
- all the Babes love me
- I walk the walk
- lip whoever I see.
- Ive got a tick on my head. Ive got a tick on my head.
- Ive got a tick on my head.
- Till my Grandad said
- You look like Andy Cap.
- and hes
- well dead!
- Butterflies.
by Roger Cliffe-Thompson
Mum! Ive got butterflies in my tummy.- No, Im not playing the fool,
- they make me feel awful funny
- I cant possibly go to school.
- Mum! Ive got butterflies in my tummy.
- Yes! I can see them, specially at night,
- tiny glowing rainbows.
- No, dont look! Youll get a fright.
- Mum! Ive got butterflies in my tummy.
- If I move they flutter and flit,
- youd want me to be gentle with them,
- I think Ill stay in bed for a bit.
- Mum! Ive got butterflies in my tummy.
- Oops, theyre flying about a lot,
- could you hurry up breakfast.
- Theyre dying for coco-pops.
- Mum! Ive got butterflies in my tummy.
- Please dont make me go on the bus.
- Why you telling me not to worry,
- because
Grandads got moths!
- Mudflats at Hale
by Tim Stone
One moment a fleet at anchor- Next a brigade on parade
- Until they leave with a royal fly past
- The audience of reeds
- Rise in a rustling crescendo
- Waving to the bands of the wind
I feel nauseous and my head aches.- The throat feels a swelling coming on
- And I blame myself for the Lack of Achievement in my life.
- Yet something out there,
- Where the mudflats bubble
- And water freezes into my framed picture,
- Should,
- If I am honest,
- Give me a few moments of peace.
- My two companions are happy at play
- Bounding leaping, testing their lungs.
- May be (I think) not everything is wrong in my world
- Elixir of Life
by Tim Stone
Just give me a loaded bottle- With 90 seconds of fuse
- Dripping from its throat.
- That burns slowly, painfully,
- Bringing fire
- Until the explosion
- That licks my liver,
- Scars my skin
- And explodes my brain.
Eventually they will lay me down- Into a cushioned packing case
- My neck lovingly polished
- And my head spun around and around
- Until I am truly screwed down tight.
- It still haunts
by Tim Stone
My throat hurt like a concrete ball- Wedged between cushions on a sofa
- And the night outside
- Clung like fingers in a fridge.
- Tired, I watched air seep
- From the valves of the yellow man at rest
- And witnessed the final moves
- As they carted him from the room.
- Red veined eyes, stripped of their present looks
- Hung around with vacant stares.
- All mirth, hoovered from the room
- Like autumn removes leaves from the trees,
- As hands gently brushed shoulders
- And outside the wind wiped memories
- From off grey slate roofs
- DISCORDANT NOTE
by Maureen Weldon
He said to his wife,
"carry on scrubbing,
I'll do the screwing."
"What?" said she.
"Knockers," said he.
"Where?" said she.
"On the door," said he.
"Why?" said she.
"Knobs," said he.
The paint pot's on the floor
The baby wants it's milk
The sink is full of filth.
"I'm off to The Pub."
"Good night." said she.
(First published New Hope International, and
Poetalk U.S.A. )
SUMMER ABSTRACTION
by Maureen Weldon
I have golden skin
a brown brain
and darker thoughts.
I have purple nails
a longish nose
and green thoughts.
I have curly hair
brown eyes
and no thoughts.
I am asleep!
( First published The Third Half)
ESCAPE
by Maureen Weldon
In these hours I am secure,
The hours that follow the dusk-
Time; when all shapes enlarge
In three dimensional intensity.
Then I am free, free from
The hounds that hound me:
Wrapped by the sleeping night.
(First published Purple Patch)
IN THE FOREST AFTER MIDNIGHT
by Maureen Weldon
She is walking in the forest after midnight,
looking for the moon.
Clad in black leather
the lad by her side
flaps his coat like a vampire.
A bat steaks past the tip
of a gnarled branched tree
to touch the clouds.
The lad, his eyes translucent
as the stars - dances.
In the shadows, the girl lies,
her open thighs
glistening like needles.
"That lad is mine."
Plunging now and writhing
deeper than the fossiled fingered trees,
their bodies turn to milk.
They have walked in the forest after midnight.
(First published The Brobdingnagian Times, Eire)
CANA, A BOAT AND POPLAR TREES
by Maureen Weldon
Last night we walked in the wind
Of the poplar trees,
To a friend's house on a hill
Of boats...
To sit on the floor
Drinking wine and more...
But it was the other man
With the bare toes - and
Singing tongue...
That one -
I want to dance through his skin.
(Published "The Sandburg-Livesay Award" Canada)