CAUGHT IN THE NET - Twelve

September 2002

Editor - Jim Bennett

Hello again. This is Caught in the Net number Twelve. Once again this issue includes a selection of poetry "READ AT BORDERS". This emag is only possible if people contribute to it so if you enjoy the eclectic nature of this emag and you want it to continue you will need to submit to it.

Thanks again to everyone who has contributed.

POLICY - My thanks go to everyone who has submitted work for inclusion in this issue and my apologies to those I could not include. I follow a policy of publishing several pieces by the same author in order to enable the reader to see the range of the poets writing, but if space does not allow I may publish the same poet in several editions.


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CONTENTS    
     
Jim Bennett - (Liverpool, UK)   WALKING ON THE BEACH WITH CHARLIE
Margaret Eddershaw - (UK)   DREAM OF DINKA DANCING
Damian Robinson - (St Helens, UK)   BLOOM
    SEQUENCE
    YEAH
    exerCIse in sTYle
     
READ AT BORDERS    
     
Jim Bennett - (Wallasey, UK)   TREVOR'S POEM
Roger Cliffe-Thompson - (Wirral, UK)   I'VE GOT A TICK ON MY HEAD  
    BUTTERFLIES  
Tim Stone - (Liverpool, UK)   MUDFLATS AT HALE  
    ELIXIR OF LIFE  
    IT STILL HAUNTS  
       
Maureen Weldon, (Chester, UK)   SUMMER ABSTRACTION  
    DISCORDANT NOTE  
    ESCAPE  
    IN THE FOREST AFTER MIDNIGHT  
    CANA, A BOAT AND POPLAR TREES  

walking on the beach with Charlie
by Jim Bennett


Charlie is walking beside me
trotting over the dunes
filling his hair with wind
while I fill my shoes with sand
and we screw eyes
against the gusting grit

children descend
on flattened cardboard boxes
sliding over tufts of grass
and on and down
propelled by shrieks
onto the beach below
I can see Charlie looking
wondering if he could have a go
deciding against it
with a sniff

now we sit
Charlie comfortable
head on my knee
locks eyes with me
and I tell him of the journey
we will take together
of Steinbeck
and another Charlie
years ago
and with unspoken wisdom
he tells me about love
with a glance
 

 
Dream of Dinka Dancing
by Margaret Eddershaw

Her wrinkled finger scrapes the bowl
thrusts stickiness between my cracked lips
She draws my head to a shrivelled breast
tongue drags over nipple
My fist stifles scratched cries
Now she sways through shimmering heat
bright cloth shapes me to her backbone
Heels pound parched earth
Sweating heads shake in rhythm
as distant planes tumble daily grain
Fruitless trees urge her on and on
Three vultures soar in my blaze of sky
Slowly we slip into rainy darkness
skins streaked with tearful rivulets
torrents forcing through her legs
Then on the bank she unfurls me
washes my ballooning belly
moving flies on her soundless mouth
Shrouds me in her exhausted frame
as distant planes tumble daily grain
Unripe sorghum taunts my sunrise
a promise that will crop too late
Her eyelids flutter in her dream
of Dinka dancing with tasselled cows
shiny-skinned women sharing their milk
Soldiers’ boots startle her nightmare
her hand claws across my gaping mouth
bloodshot eyes glaze while they pass
What is civil about war? I want to ask
as distant planes tumble daily grain
Mudtracks hardened by searing sun
grind into her wayward, bloody feet
lure her to white-coated smiles
In her arms I breath in rasps
then collapsed on yellow plastic
we sip solutions, suck at salvation
Somewhere near other women sing
defying pain, war, starvation
and I see my Dinka mother dancing
as overhead planes tumble daily grain

 


Bloom
by Damian Robinson

Pushing, In Bloom
what will me and i care for
in the time to come to pass
flowers shoot and then they'll die
          soon, by my side
to live and to die under one great pretence
to laugh and to cry for one short life, in eternity
to bloom and proudly exhibit in time
              only means
that i can lie          in piece
               in bloom


Sequence
by Damian Robinson

Explosion rips roof off
Today lesbian lovers.
                 in a gay romp (only a pound a pair)
love child, very hush hush
         sordid, put the lid on the whole affair

SCANDAL of kinky sex,
            Lewd. Business man in  (ten percent off)
lurid SEX parlour having           a bit of!
        torrid SEX with a certain MS. Whiplash
          (who shall remain nameless)
'but her name was MS. Whiplash' (Shh)
The graphic seedy details of my
secret GAY lover only in tomorrows

VICE. EXCLUSIVE., How I kept my
secret sex change. secret. Black leather
whips and things 'rumpo'
perverse and disgusting
degrading, unfit for human
consumption - coca cola
(sorry) unheard of
(ahem) Coke is what?

lovey dovey, a bed of roses
made for each other so much in love
we don't have s_x. This is
a good! loving christian MARRIAGE
     (Go together like a horse and carriage)
There is nothing kinky in
our s_x_al relations
we only do to have children

          


YEAH!?!
by Damian Robinson

Being outside hedgehogs (and the human race)
I don't like the term poetry
it's awfully damn pretentious
I'm a writer of non prose
myself, being the arty type
          absolutely



exerCIse in sTYle
by Damian Robinson

appLY wet gel to slight
LY damp or dRY hair
sTYle with fingers or
a comb, leave to
dRY naturalLY
  how can
wet gel give smooth
dRY glaze and be
appLIEd as often as
nevessaRY to increase
sTYle control it is eas
iLY removed
BY brushing or combing
reappLY and
sTYle as
desIREd.
if it's wet
  wHY does it
             dRY / lIE

(exerCIse in sTYle is taken from
           "(20th Century) garbage, Trash and sTYle")


READ AT BORDERS


Trevor's poem
by Jim Bennett

Trevor stood
read his poem through
well grown beard

the union man
who had swum the English channel
then wrung a poem
from the experience

spoke of the final mile
the longest one of all
and it became every challenge
of our lives

the final mile
the one we all face
on our own


 

I’ve got a tick on my head.
by Roger Cliffe-Thompson

I’ve got a tick on my head.
That means I’m ok.
I’ve passed the test,
Can do what I say.
I’ve got a tick on my head. I’ve got a tick on my head.

I’ve got a tick on my head.
Don’t visit my school,
drink 5% lager,
I know I’m cool,
I’ve got a tick on my head. I’ve got a tick on my head.

I’ve got a tick on my head.
Which says I’m free,
to wear trainers on my bed,
if my mum lets me .
I’ve got a tick on my head. I’ve got a tick on my head.

I’ve got a tick on my head.
above tacky, trackey tops,
Footy scarf,
bottoms in my socks.
I’ve got a tick on my head. I’ve got a tick on my head.

I’ve got a tick on my head.
all the Babes love me
I walk the walk
lip whoever I see.
I’ve got a tick on my head. I’ve got a tick on my head.

I’ve got a tick on my head.
Till my Grandad said
You look like Andy Cap.
and he’s …

well dead!

Butterflies.
by Roger Cliffe-Thompson

Mum! I’ve got butterflies in my tummy.
No, I’m not playing the fool,
they make me feel awful funny
I can’t possibly go to school.

Mum! I’ve got butterflies in my tummy.
Yes! I can see them, ‘specially at night,
tiny glowing rainbows.
No, don’t look! You’ll get a fright.

Mum! I’ve got butterflies in my tummy.
If I move they flutter and flit,
you’d want me to be gentle with them,
I think I’ll stay in bed for a bit.

Mum! I’ve got butterflies in my tummy.
Oops, they’re flying about a lot,
could you hurry up breakfast.
They’re dying for coco-pops.

Mum! I’ve got butterflies in my tummy.
Please don’t make me go on the bus.
Why you telling me not to worry,
because…

Grandad’s got moths!

 


Mudflats at Hale
by Tim Stone

One moment a fleet at anchor
Next a brigade on parade
Until they leave with a royal fly past
The audience of reeds
Rise in a rustling crescendo
Waving to the bands of the wind

I feel nauseous and my head aches.
The throat feels a swelling coming on
And I blame myself for the Lack of Achievement in my life.
Yet something out there,
Where the mudflats bubble
And water freezes into my framed picture,
Should,
If I am honest,
Give me a few moments of peace.
My two companions are happy at play
Bounding leaping, testing their lungs.
May be (I think) not everything is wrong in my world

 


 
Elixir of Life
by Tim Stone

Just give me a loaded bottle
With 90 seconds of fuse
Dripping from its throat.
That burns slowly, painfully,
Bringing fire
Until the explosion
That licks my liver,
Scars my skin
And explodes my brain.

Eventually they will lay me down
Into a cushioned packing case
My neck lovingly polished
And my head spun around and around
Until I am truly screwed down tight.

 


It still haunts
by Tim Stone

My throat hurt like a concrete ball
Wedged between cushions on a sofa
And the night outside
Clung like fingers in a fridge.
Tired, I watched air seep
From the valves of the yellow man at rest
And witnessed the final moves
As they carted him from the room.
Red veined eyes, stripped of their present looks
Hung around with vacant stares.
All mirth, hoovered from the room
Like autumn removes leaves from the trees,
As hands gently brushed shoulders
And outside the wind wiped memories
From off grey slate roofs
 

DISCORDANT NOTE
by Maureen Weldon

He said to his wife,
"carry on scrubbing,
I'll do the screwing."
"What?" said she.
"Knockers," said he.
"Where?" said she.
"On the door," said he.
"Why?" said she.
"Knobs," said he.
The paint pot's on the floor
The baby wants it's milk
The sink is full of filth.
"I'm off to The Pub."
"Good night." said she.

(First published New Hope International, and
Poetalk U.S.A. )



SUMMER ABSTRACTION
by Maureen Weldon

I have golden skin
a brown brain
and darker thoughts.

I have purple nails
a longish nose
and green thoughts.

I have curly hair
brown eyes
and no thoughts.

I am asleep!

( First published The Third Half)


ESCAPE
by Maureen Weldon

In these hours I am secure,
The hours that follow the dusk-
Time; when all shapes enlarge
In three dimensional intensity.
Then I am free, free from
The hounds that hound me:
Wrapped by the sleeping night.

(First published Purple Patch)


IN THE FOREST AFTER MIDNIGHT
by Maureen Weldon

She is walking in the forest after midnight,
looking for the moon.
Clad in black leather
the lad by her side
flaps his coat like a vampire.
A bat steaks past the tip
of a gnarled branched tree
to touch the clouds.
The lad, his eyes translucent
as the stars - dances.
In the shadows, the girl lies,
her open thighs
glistening like needles.
"That lad is mine."
Plunging now and writhing
deeper than the fossiled fingered trees,
their bodies turn to milk.
They have walked in the forest after midnight.

(First published The Brobdingnagian Times, Eire)


CANA, A BOAT AND POPLAR TREES
by Maureen Weldon

Last night we walked in the wind
Of the poplar trees,
To a friend's house on a hill
Of boats...
To sit on the floor
Drinking wine and more...
But it was the other man
With the bare toes - and
Singing tongue...
That one -
I want to dance through his skin.

(Published "The Sandburg-Livesay Award" Canada)


Afterword
 
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